Currently Reading The Last Juror By John Grisham see related

guess where i'm at.....yep my grandparents house.  cause thats the only time that i get to get on the damn internet and do anything.  right now my mother aunt and cousins are at the pumpkin festival in chesterfield and they wanted me to go but then who would look after my grandfather and the dogs?? me of course so i volunteered to stay home.  but what pissed me off was the fact that my cousin decided that she wanted to steal things from the convient store that we went to.  why did that piss me off?!?! because if they had caught her i would have been arrested to because i would be considered an accomplice.  that would go on my record and i wouldnt be able to get into U of R. that just pissed me off so i told my mom and aunt what she had done because if i had approched her i would have hit the damn bitch for being so stupid. and hopefully they'll be able to handle that and if not i hope my cousin gets caught and then is followed around her school and never left alone.  that is what she deserves.

but anyway i have so much school work to do for monday and all.  i hate missing all that time for being sick but there was nothing else i could do. i had to stay home so now i'm paying the price for not retriving my homework as the week went on but i should be completely caught up by the end of the week. and if now then oh well my teacher's will just have to deal with it.

i have to go and all but i'll be at my GP over the weekend so ill try to write tomarrow.

xoxo

heather

Hey,people wats up???  God lately i've been is either too much pain or too weak to barely move.  last week i fell in gym and sprained my ancle and bruised my hip down to the bone.  they thought that i might have dislocated my hip so they called in an ambluance. **bunches of fun considering i hate hospitals**  then on saturday i started to feel a little weak.  i mean not a whole bunch just a little bit. well it has gotten worse each day and today i can hardly move. i'm getting tired just typing this and you have no idea how long it has taken me to just write this much.  i can barely hold my head up and when i stand my legs shake real bad.  i feel like my body weighs a million pounds.  it sucks major ass because my family doesnt need this right now and i haven't been to school for a full week at all this year.  the first week i missed the morning of a class because i went to court, then i had to go to the dentist the next 2 weeks and then my dog got real sick and my mom went to the hospital so my dad came down and brought me to his house until my mom got better.  Then last week i was out 2 days because of my hip and ancle and i havent been to school at all this week.  tomarrow i go back to the doctor and mabe we can figure out what is going on.  if he can't figure it out i might have to go back to the hospital.  i so don't want that to happen.  i mean i saw him on monday and he thought that i might be anemic *i know thats not spelled right* where i don't have enough red blood cells but when they took my blood it came back negitive for everything. I don't have mono or any problem with my blood cell count.  its all normal.  so what the hell is the fuckng problem!!!!???? just get me well so that i can get back to school and all my friends.  why is that so damn hard?

right now i'm over at my grandmothers because this morning i fell twice because i couldn't hold my own body weight and so she is looking out for me and i'm looking out for her because she just had surgry on her foot. sooo that is what my day will be like until about 4 this afternoon when my aunt comes by to take my grandmother to the foot doctor again.

so until then i'll be slowly moving around and mabe i'll make it to the kitchen by noon if i start walking now. **thats a joke....hee hee.....because the kitchen is just around the corner......hee hee** yeah as you can tell i'm bored out of my mind and i miss my puppy Roxy.

oh and by the way Punkin doesn't live with allison anymore, instead she is living with my aunt and i know that my aunt will take care of her better than anyone else. so she is in a good home and is doing great.  but Roxy is a little Boston terrior and is the sweetest little thing and i love her to death.

but considering that i've been on the internet for about an hour and a half now because i'm typing so slowly, i should probally get off so i don't piss off my grandparents. and of course if my mother calls.

xoxo

heather

holy shit i can't believe that i haven't had the time to write to all of you guyz and girlz.  God so much crap has happened!!!!

my cousin moved in with me

she has been pissing me off

her boyfriend won't stop calling the damn house *he's an asshole*

oh and she fucked her boyfriend on my couch while my mother and i left to make sure my grandfather was ok.  he had fallen in the bathroom and couldn't get up. so while my mother and i were checking up on him and helping him in to bed my selfish cousin was getting screwed! *now is it understandable why she pisses me off?  she is one of the most selfish people ever created*

my grandfather is really sick* he is starting to have trouble remembering things and is so weak that he can hardly stand on his own. He weighs less than me* 

i've been sent to the hospital for headaches *that have been caused by stress because my cousin fucking took over my life!!!!!!!!!!!*

i got my belly button pierced *on monday because i literally begged my mother to let me get it done and then because my cousin wanted hers' done too, my aunt decided that we could get them done together! great something else my cousin gets because i wanted it first*

i'm still single * in case anyone wants to help me out with that*

i have two of my friends birthdays to deal with this week

God i'm just stressed out and because the computer is located in the front room of my house *where my cousin's make-shift room is* i get hardly any privacy when i want to get on the computer.  so that is why i haven't been able to write.  God i so wanted to do so before but i just didn't have the time and i couldn't write what I've written if she was in the room with me. so finally she is hooked on the tv for a little while and i have some free time to type this up.

*******NOTE*******

~~~~~To: Brit *My Step-Sis

###hey i know that our parentals broke up and all but i hope that we can still keep in touch!!  Please send everyone my love. and just so you know you're gonna have to keep your ass out of trouble because i can't save you while i'm down here*smiles*